When I got home, I took a long shower before dinner and let the work day wash away. It felt good. We ate a leftovers kind of a dinner and then just hung out together as we always do. This is my life. It is good.
I woke up again this morning ready to take on another busy workday. Still happy and grateful for the life I have, I got dressed and yet again feel really pretty. Like I said yesterday, or at least implied, happiness makes us beautiful. It just does and I am slowly, in this new 40th year of life, realizing just that. When I wake up happy or at least feeling good about the new day, my attitude changes. It takes a turn for the better.
Last night, as I lay my head down to sleep, I thought of what God's calling was for me. See, I don't read the bible, study devotionals every morning, go to church, or anything like that - but I believe. I believe that each of us are put on this earth by a greater power to fulfill our best life the best way we can.
I don't know exactly what God has planned for me. I don't know where to find out how to know what my calling is. There isn't a guidebook with step-by-step instructions. If there was, you now I would be taking those steps. If I asked someone, one of you, how to figure it out, you would probably tell me to pray about it and just ask Him. But, you know what? I fear I won't be able to hear His answer. I fear that the enemy will trick me. I think I would "think" I heard the answer, but it would be from the wrong source.
But I do know one thing for sure...I know that in time, my path will go towards what God has planned for me. It always does. I just need to live my life the best way I can and being the best version of myself that I can. Don't you agree?
We're never alone. We've got each other. We will be happy today. We will be the best versions of ourselves and let the haters hate. It's that easy. Step by step...